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Horrible Nightmare This Morning

I awoke from a horrible nightmare this morning. The wifey touched me and I woke up at a key point in the dream where I was screaming at the top of my lungs. Not in a girly way, but screaming, "Leave me the fuck alone!" Apparently I was mumbling, and talking in my sleep before the scream.

This was one LONG dream.

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It all started with the purchase of a new house for the two of us. It was small yet quaint. Perfect for two, and our cat. It had a warm feeling, but also this underlying feeling for me of 'we are not alone'. Strange things started happening. The piano was playing by itself. A concerto. I couldn't place it, but I've heard it before. I started feeling, and hearing other things. Then at some point I started to see 'them'. (A small boy, a cat (dark colored tabby with white paws), a woman (at least I think it was a woman), a man.) I witnessed the woman puking in our toilet (and heard it). A man came from the room across the hall (which fucking freaked me out) to her in the bathroom carrying a sheet. I move to watch their interaction. He wraps her in the sheet, and mutters some impatient profane words at her. Picking her up off of the floor in the sheet, slinging her over his shoulder, and walked back into the room across the hall from which he came. Dropping her, or rather tossing her onto the floor in the room. She screams. I start feeling enraged with the treatment of her by him. I screamed, "Why don't you pick on someone your own size fucker! How bout me?!" Next thing I know he comes at me like lightning in this wisp of black mist. I feel him grab the front of my shirt with both his hands. He throws me into the wall on the other side of the room. It knocks the wind out of me. I become more enraged (fuck him, the coward), and pick myself up off of the floor. I look around ready to fight. He's gone. I can no longer hear the crying of the woman.

The next interaction...

A boy, and his cat. I hear a child playing, talking. I go looking. I say, "Hello". I feel a nuzzle in my crotch kind of like a dog sniffing. I hear a cat meow. Annoyed meow. I say, "WTF". The cat appears like black mist, it fully forms to this dark tabby cat. I push it away. It seems feral and a bit ill tempered. I feel the boy whispering in my ear, not making much sense. At least I could make no sense of his ramblings. However, it?s making me feel icky, and that cold chill is running up my spine to the base of my neck. The cat disappears. I?m scratched. Fuck, that hurt. I?m bleeding through my jeans. The cat scratched me. I look around feeling paranoid. The wifey comes in. She had been out shopping. I explain everything that happened. She doesn?t believe me.

The dream skips?

I?m alone again, and I can clearly see the boy, his cat. The man is there. I feel his presence. He appears as a dark mist, and I hear his growling. The boy says to me while the cat is meowing in a nasty way, ?He?s come for you?. I turn my head back to ?the man?. Lightning quick again he attacks me. Kicking and beating the ever loving shit out of me. I?m screaming, ?Fuck you! Leave me alone!?

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I?ve never felt so completely helpless or week in my life? I hope I never have this dream again. Next time I?ll remind myself in the dream, it?s just a dream.